Blog or Blah?

I'm amazed how mothers out there have the time to blog and the time to learn it on top of taking care of their home and raising their kids.  I say mothers since those seem to be the only blogs I land on and they are usually from Pinterest searching for ideas on food or style. Mothers have blogging game.  I do not. I only have a dog and I can barely finish a sentence without critiquing it redoing it over and over.  I'm a horrible blogger. Not consistent and I know no one reads them so to me, my blog is more of a "blah" but I was told it's good to have one on your website. I do try though, but I hear the thoughts and they sound great in my head yet as soon as the typing noise starts...I forget what those thoughts were. It's not like painting, where I can start and get in a zone. Something takes over me there; it's effortless, sitting in my skin allowing the fluid sense of knowing rush through my veins.  Each brush stroke has its own agenda, its own purpose and I'm just a conduit allowing it to fulfill what it needs to do. Even as I typed that out, envisioning myself painting allowed me to type without any hesitation on what I was going to say...they were fluid thoughts.  That is what it must feel like with passionate bloggers.